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I'm Old
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I decided to randomly sign into deviantart after a couple thousand years. I'm 99.9% sure all the friends I made on here once upon a time are gone 
oh well. Might start uploading more art soon since I've been drawing again!
oh well. Might start uploading more art soon since I've been drawing again!
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Hey All
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I know it's not like I have any more friends on here than I do in real life, but if someone would like to talk to me right now that'd be great. I used to be a lot closer to you guys, but my friends on here seem to have kind of drifted away.
So to anyone reading this, strike up a conversation or comment or give me some sort of notification ._. it would be optimal.
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I had a bad day. I suppose there must be a reason no one talks to me for long. If someone ever shows signs of being fond of me, it lasts for about a week. I try to be a really entertaining and supportive person to talk to, but people tend to get bored and move on I suppose.
I've always been emotionally dependent. Though, over the last year or so, it's been particularly worse. I don't know if I have a legitimate emotional problem, I just know I'm upset easily. I don't ever tell my parents or close friends because I don't want to cause trouble or complications, so I just kind of fake it around them if I'm upset. Suicidal thoughts often cross my mind for stupid reasons, but I think it's fine because they come and go fast and I don't do anything. I think that's called suicidal ideation. I'm not constantly miserable or anything, I am just easily depressed. I've never taken any kind of medication or etcetera, so I don't know anything about how bad I am. I'm sure I'll be okay, I feel like I am just whining now. But I don't ever really whine sincerely around people.
I know I have family and even some friends that love me, I just get frustrated so easily over the small things that technically don't matter in the long run. I can't help it. I want to like being alone because it's so easy, but I can't help liking attention from people. I suppose I'm just another person in this world who has a problem and doesn't really do anything about it.
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Creeper
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Umm yo
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Only one person remembered my birthday on here! D'X oh well
I got StarFox 64 for 3DS and let me tell you for $40 it's quite a rip off. I complete the game in 30 minutes, and there's not much bonus material or after story gameplay besides trying to beat your previous high score, which I'm not a fan of. Buts I also got Mario Party 9 and Mario and Sonic at the London Olympic games, which are both fun.
Got a creeper shirt :3
and sunglasses
and a birthday card that meows.
Have a good day.
I got StarFox 64 for 3DS and let me tell you for $40 it's quite a rip off. I complete the game in 30 minutes, and there's not much bonus material or after story gameplay besides trying to beat your previous high score, which I'm not a fan of. Buts I also got Mario Party 9 and Mario and Sonic at the London Olympic games, which are both fun.
Got a creeper shirt :3
and sunglasses
and a birthday card that meows.
Have a good day.
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